I’m still unsure which is more difficult. Forgiving or forgetting.
Also getting told that I look like I could be a rockstars girlfriend & Avril Lavigne in one night !? Since going a lighter blonde it brings strange compliments ! Then again though I spent half the night telling a girl how much she looked like Lana Del Ray.
Drunken conversation ender “yeaah yeaah but do you like The Wombats though ?” Ooops !
Had the absolute busiest weekend ever, so appreciative of this day off but too skint to go out & play ooh no :( It was lovely to actually go for a quick pint after work because normally it’s far too late & everywhere is shut ! Also got into an exchange of words I never ever thought I would hear.. thats going to take a lot of thinking over because it may just be a case of it being said a few years too late.
Mad how songs & sunshine are so nostalgic ! Just heard an absolute anthem getting belted out that we used to max out to in Keiths jaguar cruising round before a night out & so many summer memories have come back to me ! Days by the brook, walking miles through Paris in the heat, house parties watching the sun go down with a cold can of beer, bbq’s in Knutsford, beer garden days with Nick, long country drives with Adam, lazy afternoon naps listening to 70s soul & smoking slimline cigars out of the window with Luke & Jamie, days at the seaside, cartwheels, acoustic sessions in the field, blackberry picking at the canal, picnics with friends, long walks down the lanes, fishing with my dad, endless amounts of laughter, piggybacks down the old railway tracks, riding on the back of bikes, garden gatherings with best friends feeling like nothing would never be as good as being sixteen years old with no care in the world & water bomb fights after the night before ! Ridiculous amount of good times.
I genuinely dont think I could ever be more happy than I am at the moment ! & now that the sunshine is out, life is going to get even better.